PAIN and me..........

thousands of unsaid words....
millions of unspoken feelings......
all of them pinch me ... every single day .... every single moment ...

shards of broken dreams which i am trying to piece together in a jigsaw puzzle...
in the end to realise that some pieces are missing .....
trying to search them ... bt found that those were smthng that were never mine....
they belonged to some one else

thats wat life is all about v keep on cribbing and wishing for thngs that were nvr ours ...
v try to create a perfect world

but does such a world exists ??????
why do things turn out to be the way they are?
why cant we have a utopian place?

Pain of hurting smone although we know we are not doing the right thing but still we go on with it...
but y do we have to do such things...
why hurting smone whom we love more than ourselves...
i guess its coz when we hurt smone we get hurt more and smhow this pain gives us solace....
it makes us more realizable of our mistakes .....

heart bleeds even at the thought of it ...
tears flow even at its mention .....
time stops wen we think about it .....

and we keep on asking the same thing again .......
did everthing had to end up like this .... y ????