Friday, November 2, 2007

Time is what we dont have!!!!!!!!

today while i was running around for things

i saw dark clouds in the sky.....
it all looked so amazing......so pure ....
wished i could stand there for my entire life

somehow forgot everythng for few seconds
seemed like all pain..... all worries ....
all miseries .. all problems...
everything was gone....

life seemed too simple and wonderful...
at times when i sit and think of them
other things seem too trivial and meaningless to be thought of

in this world we have smhow forgotton ourselves....
wat we are...
wat we want...
we dont have time for people we love
we dont have time fr even ourselves...

It makes me wonder is this wat we should be
Is this really wat we wanted
rushing for classes...
running for parties...
always running around for smthng or other
we have time for every thng in this world
but not fr ourselves

unfortunately wen v realise it , its already too late
time's already passed by
and we r left behind
wondering whr did v go wrong?
who's responsible for it?

i thnk we.... and only we
we cannot blame anyone else

we worry about small issues
forgetting the beauty of life
forgetting the spirit of nature

Is this wat life's is all about!!!!!
Is this wat we should do!!!!
Is this all we have!!!!

The answers of them we have to find ourselves
No one else can do it for us.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

MISFIT in this world

People staring
their stares of surprise , ridicule , mockery, digust.
sometimes of the reasons we know
but at times of the reasons which we have no clue of.

They make me wonder
do i actually belong here
did i do smthing wrong.
what can i do to escape their peering gazes
should i run away or face it.

feels like running away
somewhere where its just me and only me
somewhere where i dont need to give explanations to anyone
a place where no one asks me fr it
a place where i can live my life the way i want.

But am i indeed a "misfit"
should i change myself
but for whom???????
those who hardly care about me
or those who try to find fault and laugh at watever i do
or those who can never be a part of my life.

But wont changing myself be decieving myself
pretending to be someone i am not
and perhaps can never me
wont it be living someone else's life.

rains splashing on face
wind blowing in my hair
happiness everywhere
They all make me happy
they give a new dimension to me
a new color , a rebirth
they unleash a new zeal
zeal to live life to its best
passion to relive every moment of bliss
Isnt it worth living
and worth dying as well.

Doesnt matter what they think
a Misfit or something else
I love the way i am
feels great to be what i am

If they call me a misfit
let it be
they simply wont understand.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

PAIN and me..........

thousands of unsaid words....
millions of unspoken feelings......
all of them pinch me ... every single day .... every single moment ...

shards of broken dreams which i am trying to piece together in a jigsaw puzzle...
in the end to realise that some pieces are missing .....
trying to search them ... bt found that those were smthng that were never mine....
they belonged to some one else

thats wat life is all about v keep on cribbing and wishing for thngs that were nvr ours ...
v try to create a perfect world

but does such a world exists ??????
why do things turn out to be the way they are?
why cant we have a utopian place?

Pain of hurting smone although we know we are not doing the right thing but still we go on with it...
but y do we have to do such things...
why hurting smone whom we love more than ourselves...
i guess its coz when we hurt smone we get hurt more and smhow this pain gives us solace....
it makes us more realizable of our mistakes .....

heart bleeds even at the thought of it ...
tears flow even at its mention .....
time stops wen we think about it .....

and we keep on asking the same thing again .......
did everthing had to end up like this .... y ????

Saturday, August 25, 2007

LOVE.........

farce or reality .....
selfish or selfless .....
is it true or just as fake as most of the things....
can it be someone's strength or weakness .....
is it a part of life or life in itself ....

difficult questions ..... arent they???????
would i be able to find their answers ......
at times i laugh at them ....
dont know whether it could be what it is suppossed to be or rather claimed to be ....

v all have heard a lot of stories of them but how many of us really believe that they could be true .....
but i guess v have already experienced it .... the love of our parents ... most selfless and beautiful thing in the world ..... the way my mother and father love me .....
whenever i think of it i get the answers of all the questions rather they seem too unimportant to be even given a thought ....

it seems too sweet to be true ... too beautiful to be real ... seems more like a dream which i would never want to end......
but can it remain the same or it changes with time .....
can it be that strong to make people do things that seem impossible ....
wishing life could tell me the answer ...
would be waiting for it